Chapter One: Noctem Aeternus
A month way back before, It was post meridian when I first glance at her; I look at her in timid manner. I try not to say the words that might just scare her away just like those pathetic, low lives perverts who wants to catch her attention.
When I gaze upon her, I see a pair of captivating eyes; those blurry eyes endured tears and sufferings due to tragic past of miserable romance. It shows mysteries of her life that I always wanted to solve. These eyes belong to a pale, soft and smooth looking face. Although barely noticeable, it is an epitome of peacefulness, tranquility, and yet soothing. Also; her scent is the most intensive drug I ever inhaled, my long awaited personal morphine that I ever want to abuse. Her voice enchants a last song syndrome in my cerebrum, creating a soft melody that haunts in every deafening silence whenever I’m alone.
I already made up my mind that I will avoid her so I won’t be able to wanting her so badly because I don’t know if I can control myself once I give my will for her to be done.
Unfortunately, fate vanquishes my words. When I met her on the time immemorial, I get the shivers down my spine and I feel my body turning cold. This feeling is so frightening; it keeps me driving insane as I near to her. My chest starts to beat at a speed equal to a predator as it charges toward its prey. Her soul hit me like a battering ram on medieval sieges, crushing the thick brick wall I established to protect me from devastating pain. I can never tell on eternal lines what kind of force burst inside me on the day she talks to me in that single room.
“Do you like anything? Like juice or coffee?“ A sweet toned voice unleashed in her tempting lips.
“No, Thanks…” I answered.
I still wonder why I can’t explain these tranquil and serene feelings that touch my heart and her smile illuminate my heart that hide in the darkness. I already got all I need when I am beside her. She’s too close to me yet so far. I have hard time to keep my eyes off her and I felt this indescribable feelings. How I wish I could tell her in words what I really feel but I couldn’t find the right words that can touch her deep inside.
For that very moment, I can’t get her out of my mind. She opens my heart and makes me vulnerable in any form of distinctive emotions that will cut or hammered my inner being. I greatly loose all of my strength to keep away from her and have the urge to see her more and more…
FYI: “Noctem Aeternus” means “Eternal Night” in Latin
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