Prologue: Ascension
How I wish I were able to tell this story with an ease without painfully piercing thy heart which continuously bleeding for condemned sake. You have no idea how hard this is for me.
This is the moment I want to take eternal slumber for thee to escape thy torment.
San Antonio Cavite City Philippines; My purgatory…
The tedium on this place reminded me more strongly of what happened before, and my thoughts were rambling far greater. The first one is far more quite normal; I only sacrifice my decades and get devastated. But this time, it was harder just now. With this feelings were much stronger and these affections were doubled.
Until I figure out that this was nothing I’d ever encounter before. I know there’s something wrong with me now. Beneath the transient hypothesis I think about myself, I felt a strange impulse, a shattering strike which keeps destroying the barricades and walls I build for defense and makes me vulnerable in any form of attack.
I can’t really get these essences of things which I find no absolutely explanation why I do felt this weird sensation stuck in my mediocre mind.
Now I will start…
It was the date of my birth on year 2009; I wear the mask of silence while pretending I’m alright. I thank anyone who greet me and gave them a warm smile without knowing them that my soul is already devastated. If there was any way to atone for my vile, this ambiance counts toward horrible form of penance for my sins.
My mobile phone keeps ringing, several message of sincere greetings were able to put aside when I saw it is not from her. Finest cuisines become insipid when I put it on my mouth knowing that she is not with me right now.
I was in inert state while being nostalgic. I keep reminiscing every single little moment we have. Those moments succumb and ravish my tranquility.
I was haunted by memories when I first met her. I can’t stop thinking about the ambiance, the scenario and mystery which lies beneath her life on the day I look in her eyes. That is the moment were things in my life would never be the same again.Words cannot encapsulate what happened to me in that very moment of truth.
Truly, madly and deeply… yes, I admit I already fall.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
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