Chapter Two: Suffragium
“But of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, you shall not eat of it: for in the day that you eat thereof you shall surely die. Genesis 2:17”
The moment she succumb my soul, my breath is destined for her to take. For between life and death, thus my life shall turn to ashes. For the difference that she make, It doesn’t really matter if I am right or wrong, I am indulge to her while I devoured by her requiem song.
My body, mind and soul starts to fidget and I’m loosing out of control. My affection to her ravishes my tranquility and my peptide hormones that bind to opiate receptors keep me pushing near to her. Upon being with her, that is the only time I regain the peace that I’ve lost.
Upon talking to her, we had melancholy conversations. In those strident tones that once shook from her lips, requiem of souls has been unleashed. Forfeited by thee this agony and grieve in the valley of tears. Claim as penitence for my vile and sins.
I knew it, my doubt was right from the very start. She was shackled with someone else just like a princess maiden who kept hostage in a tower of bricks which can be compared in the height of a skyscraper. I was still frightened of the hostility that I sometimes felt emanating from her. I was still tongue-tied whenever I pictured her radiant face that was imprisoned on regrets and disappointments on the person she choose to be with. I want to outburst for what things have become. I wish things were renewed and this pain can be eased so I won’t felt this kind of feelings.
“And now tell me, do you feel the same feelings you have for me? “ She lamented her thoughtless acts.
I reply sincerely and try to communicate by looking straight towards on her powerful and dangerous eyes.
“Indeed” I reply
“Are you insane? I already told you that my life was already condemned and my former someone was able to…”
I could hear how crazy she sounded, and I couldn't hide my unconditional feelings for her. She was so frustrated that I could feel her tears coming.
“…Enough” putting an end on her tone question about my sanity
“Why? Don’t you like to hear more about what I’ve become and what I do on my past?” she persisted when I told her I didn't mind in the least.
“I said enough, you only let me fall deeper to you, isn’t it so obvious that I’m so in love with you right now?” I pleaded and my soft voice overwhelming.
She was staring at me incredulously. But her face was tense, defensive.
"You think I will believe you?" Her tone questioned my sanity while she unleashed the full, devastating power of her eyes on me.
“I never ask you to believe” I smirked offensively countering her devastating eyes which pierce my inner being.
“Who are you? I don’t know what or how can someone like you came to my life, it looks so unreal that someone will had that kind of affections” Her eyes were watery intense and tears were ready to fall in her blushing cheeks as she uttered that last sentence, her voice was melting in a soft and sentimental tone and It is hard for me to breathe.
I paused, and for a brief moment her stunning face was unexpectedly vulnerable.
“So, what’s the verdict?” I asked
She nodded her head and say… "In that case… I hope you enjoy disappointment."
FYI : Suffragium means praying to God on behalf of someone else.
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